~My Small World~

76 facts

2009-08-31T20:26:00.001-07:00

Do you have any pets?
*Goldfishes, quite a few budgeritas(duno how to spell) and a cat.

What color shirt are you wearing?
*white

Name three things that are physically close to you:
*laptop, tablet and cough syrup.

What is the last book you read?
*National Geography Mag.

Are you or were you a good student?
*yea..overall goody goody..did skip out on class once or twice.

What's your favorite sport?
*running

Do you enjoy sleeping late?
*yea but i get tired at a certain time nowadays

What's the weather like right now?
*just rained 8D nice

Who tells the best jokes?
*chris but most of it are inside jokes

What was the last thing you dreamed about?
*sumthing that made me think o.o there was this guy that seemed familiar but i dun recognise him now tta i think abt it.

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
*before yes...crashed...err...if u count that i drove into a short tiang...yea O.o; it was an accident!! XD;

Do you believe in karma?
*no

Do you believe in luck?
*yea

Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?
*both are nice depending wat u eat it with...but the more runny it is the better ^0^

Do you collect anything? If so, what?
*alot! miniatures, figurines, pictures, art, artbooks, comics, anime, music. XD;

Are you proud of yourself?
*sumtimes but depends

Are you reliable?
*duno o.o; ask ppl n see

Have you ever given money to a bum?
*not sure o.o cant remmeber

What's your favorite food?
* japanese food 8D

Have you ever had a secret admirer?
*wouldnt know since its a secret

Do you like the smell of gasoline?
*no it stinks =.=

Do like to draw?
*yes

What's your favorite invention?
*err...cant think of it now

Is your room messy?
*yes =.=;;;; very...

What do you like better: oranges or apples?
*apples

Do you give in easily?
*before yes now mayb not.

Are you a good guesser?
*depends...but im good at it onli if i dun say it out =.=;

Can you read other people's expressions?
*sorta

Are you a bully?
*no im too soft hearted

Do you have a job?
*considering yea o.o in a way..

What time did you wake up this morning?
*730am

What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
*banana cake

When was the last time you showered?
*last nite o.o

What do you plan on doing tomorrow?
*cg

What's your favorite day of the week and why?
*friday? cos its last day of work for chris 8D

Do you have any nicknames?
*got XD;

Have you ever been scuba diving?
*no o.o

What's your least favorite color?
*hmm.. not sure...orange? or green? mayb o.o;

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?
*chris? XD

Would you ever go skydiving?
*duno O.o;

What toothpaste do you use?
*colgate...i think

Do you enjoy challenges?
*depends wat it is

What's the worst injury you have had?
*mm... during sports i tripped over this girl and sprain my ankle...hurts like shit =.=

What's the last movie you saw?
*UP...damn nice ^^

What do you want to know about the future?
*not sure if i wanna know it or not XD afterall it might change if i look at it

What does your last text message say?
*chris telling me his explorer hang XD;;;;;;

Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?
*chris

What's your favorite school subject?
*eng and art and pe

What's your least favorite school subject?
*bm, economics and accountes X_X;

Would you rather have money or love?
*love

What is your dream vacation?
*japan!

What is your favorite animal?
*cat

Do you miss anyone right now?
*yea

What's the last sporting event you watched?
*football..though i dun think i was even watching it ..jsut looking

Do you need to do laundry?
*sorta

Do you listen to the radio?
*no o.o not often

Where were you when 9/11 happened?
*in the computer room onlining and then my friend tells me abt it and i was like..oh ok.. O_o; then realise how serious it was the next morning

What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
*whack it =.=

Have you ever caught a butterfly?
*no

What color are your bed sheets?
*red and white

What's your ringtone?
*depends who calls me

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
*chris

Do you have any obsessions right now?
*yes XD

Do you like things that glow in the dark?
*yes

What's your favorite fruity scent?
*err....grape or peach?

Do you watch cartoons?
*yes XD

Have you ever sat on a roof?
*yes and my mum didnt mind but a car in the distance saw me and kept flashing their head lights at me =____=;

Have you ever been to a different country?
*yes

Name three things in the world you dislike:
*hypocrites, stubborn close-minded ppl, and.....err...cant think of it now o.o;;

Name three people in the world you dislike:
*an old person, a hypocrite person who is in denial n dun understand the concept of getting on wif their live and..............im not sure o.o;; cant think of anyone else

How often do you masterbate?
*=.=;;;;;

Has a rumor even been spread about you?
*not sure...is there one? ..oh wait there was before..but just abt me getting together wif my bf then

Do you like sushi?
*yesssssss 8D

Do you believe in magic?
*yea

Do you hold grudges?
*quite...depends on wat it is abt

Ego Destroys Everything

2009-08-19T03:05:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Emo
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Inori ~ You Raise Me Up~ - Lena Park
Last did: surfing
Current Wants: not sure

Hmm...yea as my mood says...emo.. not sure why but I've been in an emo stage for quite sometime alreadi. Mayb I miss chris kua. I dun feel emo with him around..onli when he goes off I start to feel emo again. 8< aihs.. Hope this will go away soon... its really strange =.=;

I have been thinking about this recently... guy's ego. Not that sumthing happend wif me and chris..just from listening to alot of ppls problems before...sumtimes just random stuff...but..guys ego..really destroys the relationship huh... they wanna act all (as we all call it) macho and shoulder everything on them. I dun quite get it why lo... y do u have to torture urself to take all the pain n burden when there is sumone there for u? If ur in a relationship la.. =.=; U'll onli be putting more pain on urself and on the girl cos u keep pushing her away. Realy dun get it.. =.=; unless sumone can explain to me y lo. But i find it pointless...ur just being an egotistical bastard onli =.=;

Hmm.. been drawing alot recently...though i cant say its gd...im still practising afterall. Doing some designs and stuff. Hmm.. well hope everyone is well...take care of urself oki...>3

Alienated

2009-08-11T03:46:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Alienated
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Inori ~ You Raise Me Up~ - Lena Park
Last did: reading
Current Wants: Giga Pudding 8D

Yes I feel alienated today...actually been feeling it for a while already. Talking about it here won't really help much either...cos ....well...everyone that knows my blog...is far from thinking what I'm thinking. My main topic for today....is marriage. Somehow... I get the feeling that when people decide to get married.. unlike in shows or movies where the best friends or ppl around them would say "Omg i'm so jealous! I wanna get married too~" ..but ppl seem to get sorta stress all of a suddden o.o; I think... well..everyone to their own opinion...but I dun find it strange.. I always thought it was a natural thing to think abt really. Even if you like sumone..sumtimes ur mind tend to wander off further away from reality.. but..ppl can dream rite o.o;;; Even anime characters..they think abt it as well even when they aren't together with that person (bad comparison..but im trying to make my point here) .. I feel like I'm like a naive girl thinking about things too far ahead of me..but I thought of it properly...I dun think so kua.. it is afterall something natural to me... of course there are some of you who would 'X' it forever.. but thats sorta how im feeling I guess... cos ppl around u would say stuff like nice to get married but ull be saying Nooo~ i dont wanna~ whereas for me its the opposite of it.

Now I'm starting to wonder what do ppl realy think abt it. hehe you all dont have to answer ya...so dont worry about it XD; Anyway.. hmm finally we got Eternal Sonata game for PS3 XD; or Trusty Bell in Japanese. Me love ^0^ first time i see a RPG game that can have more than one player O.o; so me and chris were playing it 8D woohoO~ hmm..been to see G.I.Joe recently...I like the show though 8D nice action~ hehe ^^ And I found....something....on youtube... I so want! It's...GIGA PUDDING!!!!!!!!! 8D My love~ It's huge wei 8D I really love pudding~ ^^v

Rain pls come...

2009-07-29T01:25:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Sunadokei - Tegomassu
Last did: chatting
Current Wants: ..the rainy season to come T_T

Long time didnt update..again XD well not like I have much interesting things to talk about unlike most ppl. I notice most of my updates are like ranting about something...well this IS my blog afterall...I CAN rant all I want. But anyway... I wished it rained more... its so hot nowadays T_T and when it does rain...doesnt last longer than a day ;0; i miss the cold rainy days.

Hmm just an update though... Chris is fine now ^^ the operation went well and its nothing seriuos...just an imflammation. Thank goodness ^^ Been taking care of him for abt a month cos his vertigo got so bad that he couldnt even stand at times! I feel like I wanna be stronger physically. So if anything happends at least I can protect him. I wanna be able to do my part to help the both of us together as a couple, a partner, a friend and a lover. Sumtimes you get to know something about a person only much later on in time, when I do.. I always keep thinking..."if only I was there to stand beside him during that time." but in reality I couldnt cos I didnt know him then...n if i did...I dont think my old self would do anything.

I start thinking more about children lately... maybe its cos someone once said sumthing about children being like tat cos of this or that which I didnt agree....I honestly think that that is a really shallow way of looking at kids... I really wanted to say.."How dare you! How can you possibily know anything about them? Saying things like they all do this cos of that." Most of us know that.. adults dont see us as they should. If on the outside everything is ok..then its ok..they dont look at it from the inside. Shudnt wats going on inside matter more? I dunno if its a parents ego or what..but some parents just refuse to see the real truth for their kids. Or they deny it and cover it with their own expectations. Sometimes I think...for some ppl the only way to understand the child is to bring themselves down to the point of a child. Im not talking about just kids...can be teens oso.

Speaking of ego... I dont get it...everyone has ego jsut depends how much. I have oso..but i dont know how much of it I show. Hope I dont show it too much. Ego is...such an annoying thing... it can break ppls relationships...dont u think? I know quite a few ppl who has big ego... parents ego, guys ego, friends ego. Im lucky chris doesnt have alot of ego, but I know alot of guys have it when it comes to relationships....being macho or being a man...sumtimes doing that...can hurt the girl.. do u know tat?

Oh by the way...does any of you use Listerine? I just got some info that Listerine contains S____ Acid... I forgot what is the front there T_T sowee.. but it isnt good cos it burns. And we all know that Listerine is known for being very strong. It's good as an antiseptic for wounds I guess but not in the mouth X_X;;; Use other mouth wash like Oral-B or Sensodyne..their more milder but better.

Aihs...sooooo hoooott X_X;; wish it would be cooler! Hmm.. anyone playing Overlord 2? 8D; me and chris has been playing it... doesnt continue from Overlord 1... but has the same minions (Brown, red, gree and blue) and Gnarl is still there. Havent finished the game yet but I think this overlord is the son of the first overlord. Mwuahhaha...yea you play as an Overlord and spread mayhem!! MWUAHAHAHHA! This time you either can be leaning more to Dominance or Destruction... at least its more overlord-ish...cos the first one if you choose the good path...you really become the goody goody type o.o; But yea...nice game 8D plus funny!

Hmm not sure what else to say again X3;;; Hmm...for shows... seeing Ichigo Mashimaro...yes Im slow =__=...but I like it...Slice of Life genre. Oh and I started reading Twilight Saga already.. haha Cos a friend of mine likes it so Im just reading it. Well..hope everyone is doing gengki~ ^^

Cause and Effect

2009-07-12T18:04:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Slightly below normal
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Roxas - Hiroyuki Nakayama
Last did: trying to get online
Current Wants: try to say wat i wanna say in a diff way O.o;

Havent updated in a few weeks o.o; Alot of stuff happend over the weekend around me.. I wont say wat but just got a few things I feel like saying based on what I experienced and thought of after that.

Everything.. i think.. has a cause and effect. Things happend because of sumthing. Sumtimes when u have seen a situation with your own eyes u begin to judge who is right and who is wrong. We all do it.. but to say it out loud is another thing. We dont know the full story of both parties. But I guess what Im really trying to say is.. in a situation if u feel that A is right..think abt B.. A probably did sumthing before to make B do wat he/she did now. Get what I mean? o.o

Also... gender is not a good excuse.. most girls would talk their probs out to a guy friend but ends up saying "Oh you wouldnt understand how a girl feels." Gender is just based on your upbringing. If two girls, for eg, one is super feminine..while the other is a tomboy...if both were in the same situation like relationship problems...the feminine girl may say the above to a guy..but the tomboy girl may say "oh its just happend like tat lor.." get it? of course there are variations between ppl.

Theres quite alot of things that I still want to say but I'm not sure how to put it in words. hmm... drama queens are another thing.. not pointing fingers here O.o; just saying abt tis person i know .. wants to be the boss of everything.. make a big fuss abt everything.. but yet doesnt want to be part of it when asked to.. annoying ne... not tat i got anything against drama queens..but if they do go overboard then its annoying =.=; if only they can think more rationally sumtimes. Stuff like the cause and effect... saying tis situation is wrong n ur right ..but have u ever thought that tis situation occur bcos of u? I guess mayb wat us humans shud try doing is .. whenever sumone did sumthing to u...say a close friend..or even ur lover... think lo.. is there a possiblity tat u did sumthing to them that made them do tis to u? And if u think no... put urself in their shoes..see how it feels like to be them .. if u still think no.. then depends lo...either its sumthing u just cannot understand or its sumthing just like tat. Mayb im blabbing too much.. haha well it is hard for me to realli say. But I guess its sumthing good to think about. *shrugs* oh well..

Being an adult Pt 2

2009-07-01T18:52:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Ao-iconoclast - KOTOKO (yes im listening to it again 8D)
Last did: commenting o.o
Current Wants: Keep moving~

Ok so I've been gathering opinions abt being an adult, just wanted to know what everyone else think. And to summarize it all...this is what I got:- (credit to those who answered me, you know who u are)

1. What does being an adult mean to you?

Be confident with yourself while being able to accept shortcomings, responsibility, being able to do what I want, being able to overlook small matters, worry abt money, make good judgements on good and bad, prepare for a new enviroment, think before what you do etc.

2. Do you have to throw away your true self in order to be an adult?

No, nah, no you dont, nope, not at all, can still be urself just alil diff still can fool around, depends but as for me im still keeping what i used to be, i believe yes there is a need for sacrifices to be an adult but as for true self no, Realize what I do in order not to throw away my true self and copy or follow other ppl's self image.

3. After answering that.. are you happy with who you are now?

uh huh sure there are things i wish could have been better but im confident with myself, im still in the process of learning, for now im happy with who i am, yes i am, im not cos i make alot of mistakes in life still got alot to improve, as far as i think yea!, not really mayb cos im lack of motivation but im glad to have the kind of attitude i have now, yeap, in between i know i can do better but when i look back im happy i went thru certain things in life, definetly.

So there you have it. Other ppls opinions. I dont believe I am wrong for what I said the last time.. but I just wanted to know what other ppl think about it. Now back to main topic... for those ppl who wish to read on you may but this is more for this friend of mine. As I said previously, this is my opinions and point of view, you may or may not agree with it...but just think of it as sumone else's opinion. If you all cannot stand it half way...pls stop reading and just forget about it.

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Friends... what are they? Sorry to say but I dont actually know what friends are suppose to do.. my concept of friends sorta dissappeared along the way. I cant say what I feel to my best friends...but yet I can say things on my mind freely to normal friends. why? I dont know.. thats just the way it is for me.. if i click well with you..having same interest..having stupid things to laugh at together.. sharing personal things time to time.. then yes you're closer to me than most other friends. But I wouldnt call anyone my best friend anymore cos mayb i dont know how to differentiate...but anyway... tats getting off topic.

After having a sorta argument with me.. you put up a message...saying,

"thought friends are always with us no matter what happen to us even if we want to change ourself 180 degrees. But surprisingly the one that we thought understand us most, dun even know what we want and actually turn away from us. where has the similarity wave length gone?"

I feel even more dissapointed about you than I was during our argument. I'll tell you why.. firstly.. when you wrote about your story for being an adult... you were miserable... saying things like women cant cry...adults dun cry.. ppl around u hinting u to grow up ...having seeing ppl who look more mature than u when they are younger age than u... saying the happy little joyful you cannot exist.. and saying the one solution that you will make...and I will quote it for u..

"And to grow-up..there is only one solution.. ONE CRUELEST and MOST MISERABLE solution..n it is to lock my child-like self in a safe-box and never ever set it free anymore."

You even admitted it urself..

"I admit deep down inside my heart, 'No matter how grown-up I am going to be, I will no longer be the happy little girl...BUT I am FORCED to be like that!' "

Forced? I dont think so... YOU are forcing urself to this state. So what if ppl say things about u? In the end you yourself choose who you want to be. Even if you are forced...theres still a choice weather u want to give up and be forced with it or fight for what you believe in.

The reason why I talk back to u after reading the story... firstly..u were in pain..u were miserable and unhappy abt this decision.. everything u said in tat story... silent tears with a painful heart.. secondly... I know you as an open minded friend... ur the type tat stray away from the mainstream society thinking..though not too far... thats y i am surprised that u started thinking this way...following societies thinking. Thirdly... this is my sensitive topic... I know how it feels like to be pushed down by my family and society to act as my own age.. things like...being friends wif ppl younger than me..ppl dun like it...says i shud stick to my own age group...ppl of my own age group dun even accept me cos i act too "kiddish" for them.. those ppl younger than me have thought me much much more about life than ppl older than me! Fourthly ..which is probably now.. esp after that small msg u put up.. what you wrote in the story...wat u said to me the other day...ur actions...n the msg.....they contradict each other...ur being a hypocrite...thats y i am even more dissapointed in u.

You first say that ur forced to change...ur miserable doing it...then now suddenly....u say things like (and i will quote again)

"thought friends are always with us no matter what.. even if we want to change ourself 180 degrees. But surprisingly the one that we thought understand us most, dun even know what we want.."

By saying that u have just contradicted what you wrote ...I alreadi said...this is ur story u choose how u want it written... if you choose this way...tat is completely fine by me... but are u happy with it? If u are..then i have nothing to say alreadi bcos u are fine with it. But ur story tells me otherwise... so tats y I talked back.

My main point of this is simple...I dont understand y u have to make it sound so complicated the other day when we were tlaking abt it... My point is...why cant u just stay the way u are...the way u are happy with urself..yet be mature when the time comes for you to be mature? Simple... ..and by "locking away urself" ..ur only being more childish.... its just the same as any other kid in primary or secondary school... wanting to be accepted by the society. Society wants u this way cos u are this age....so? u just follow onli? being like society's puppet... its no different from having society asking u to eat shit then u follow eat shit... you're just showing them tat u can copy anything they ask u to do.

Yes Im harsh...but its logical.

In the end...its still ur choice...so long as........you're happy with it.. choose and bear responsibility for it. Dont complain or whine about it...if u do..then it just means ur unhappy with it.

With that... I shall end it here. I'll leave the rest to u.

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Being an adult

2009-06-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Pumped
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Ao-iconoclast - Kotoko
Last did: type stuff out
Current Wants: To continue to keep trying

BlazBlue looks so nice 83...yea im a fan of GGX and BlazBlue has the same feel to it..even has the same type of songs done by the same guy X3 I got the song yesterday oso Ao-iconoclast so nice~ Anyone want ask me 8D ill send it to you! Or give u the link for it >3 Anyway..the message below is for a friend of mine.. but if you want to read it go ahead. But it maybe abit harsh for some of you..i think o.o; If you do decide to read it...then hope it will help open ur eyes abit..you dont have to accept or agree with it..this is just my belief after all.

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It's onli when we are grown up that we keep looking back to our childhood days. It could be bcos we miss those times, or those were times that are better than now. Everyone has to grow up one day but.. does acting grown up make u a grown up?
Is it weak to say you're sad when you're sad?

Is it wrong to show that you're suffering?

"Men don't cry, adults don't cry"

...things like that... do they make u stronger?

Only REAL men and adults cry!! It is becos of that that they are not afraid to show that they themselves are human. We cry bcos we are only human. What's wrong with acting who you are despite your real age?

"Your grown up alreadi, you shud start acting like your age."

"Grow up alreadi!"

"Your being childish.."

"..act more adult."

"You're not a kid anymore.."

What does all that matter to you? If this is the you who makes you YOU, why change it? Who are you trying to please?

Yourself?
Your parents?

Friends?

The world perhaps?

Does that really change anything?

"To grow up there is only ONE solution.. to lock my child-like self.. and never ever set it free anymore."

Is that the only solution you can find? Have you looked at every possible choices?

"I got no choice."

There's no such thing as no choice.

You'll just be like most of the rest of the "adults"...miserable and a pathetic excuse as an adult!!

Why shud everything stop you from acting and being the way you want to? You only got one life.. one chance.. one moment.. only to waste it away on being something the society view as "being an adult".

Do they even know what being an adult means?

Do YOU know what being an adult means?

Do you really think..that by locking away yourself that you're acting like an adult now? You're only being more childish this way.
If this is the way that you want to be...fine.. be that way, join the rest of those pathetic "adults". It's your choice afterall.. you choose it..you deal with it.

Being mature is to have the ability to choose the right choices for yourself. There is no absolute right or absolute wrong. However choosing to change yourself in order to suit the main society's flow, weather to make others accept you or to make yourself feel abit better, you're only being immature. Just like a school kid who wants to be accepted in a group who likes rockmusic when he/she doesnt
like it.

That's your story, you decide how you want it to be written.

Classic Movie Weekend

2009-06-28T18:29:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Life Goes On ~ Side K~ - Chemistry
Last did: Read Blogs
Current Wants: to try harder..

Yes, I have not updated in a while and yes this weekend didnt go out so instead we stayed at home and just watched shows >3 I started looking for some old animated films that I used to watch alot as a kid (apart from Disney) ^^ kinda miss them I guess. But out of quite a number of them I got a few done before the weekend. Mwuahaha. Not sure if any of you have seen any of these.

The Point (1971)

Heidi's Song (1982)

The Last Unicorn (1982)

Pinocchio and the Emperor of the Night (1987)

Swan Lake aKa Sekai Meisaku Dōwa Hakuchō no Mizūmi (1981)

The Adventures of Scamper the Penguin (1988)

The Land Before Time (1988)

The Water Babies (1978)

Rainbow Brite and the Star Stealer (1985)

My Little Pony: The Movie (1986)

The Swan Princess (1994)

Wow.. haha XD Have any of u seen these before? Ok probably the more popular ones like Swan Princess and Land Before Time some of you must have seen it. The ones we saw this weekend were The Point, Heidi's Song and The Last Unicorn. Nice trip to memory lane XD Chris liked Heidi's Song the best. Aww so what are your childhood shows that you used to watch? 8D Share it with me~ I'm interested to know :3

Love Rants

2009-06-11T18:35:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: OK
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Katayoku no Icarus - Yui Sakakibara
Last did: Some writting
Current Wants: to continue Sims3

Alo...long time didnt update again XD; Well the only thing I can update on is the games we got this week. Sims3, Murder in the Abbey, The Experiment and Art of Murder. XD All adventure games except for sims3 8D sims3 not bad lo.. alot of stuff they added 8D niceee... but got some stuff in Sims2 look better than sims3.. also...the marriage system...really swt =.=; Im playing a girl..get married to a guy...but the sir name didnt change to the guys sirname...use the girl instead =___=;;;; very sweat. The skill system is better...the jobs are more...interesting o.o;; hahahaha my character become rock star so she can do stuff like hold autograph sessions and perform concert XD hahaha cant wait to see their expension packs..wanna see wat else is new X3 Oh and now we get to choose the sims life span o.o short, medium, long or epic long XD i choose epic...wahhh epic really epic X_X;;; baby's life is like...25 days to be toddler X_X; then toddler takes 70 days to be child X0X;;;; omg...after a while like kinda mindless already X3
Murder in the Abbey.. so far ok ar XD nice jokes here n there.. the voicing is good too 8D n i like the toon shader they use 8D looks 2D-ish 8D The Experiment...interesting concept.. u are a guy on a computer who can see all the surveillance camera on this abandon ship, so have to help this girl out of there..or mayb to help u out o.o; but nice.. unique i'd say XD Art of Murder..not sure yet..cos we just cracked it today 8D; Aww I actually miss adventure games..in fact..i miss the old adventure games X3 the old ones were really nice..nicer than some of the new ones.
Hmm.. I got this..sentence from somewhere..I thought I'd just share it with you all.. I think mayb it does sorta relate to one of my friend..but who knows mayb it might relate to you or someone you know or sumthin to think about X3;

"..the love most women like, is a mere trade of selfishness. Being used by someone is love, as is wanting all your desires to be fulfilled. You want your partner to read your mind and respond to your needs, And if the result is satisfactory, it's love."

It makes sense to me.. girls are mostly the one that wants the guy their with to be the guy of their dreams. Stuff like you read from stories or see in the movies or tvshows. Just because you see it as romantic you want it to happend to you. Girls will tend to make it like a rule or a list of things that their guy should do for them, and the poor guy...first time in a relationship will think that mayb tat wat all guys would have to do and their stuck following those rules until they break one day. It's not love anymore. Even if the girl really does love the guy..she herself must come to understand that love isnt all about pleasing herself or letting others see what a romantic dream guy shes got. Love has to go two ways for it to work, the trust has to be there. And there are no rules or boundaries. Love the person for who they are.. not for what you can change them to be.

... =___= there I go with my rants again.. haha but its true though X3

Movie & Shows Weekend

2009-05-31T18:21:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Sentimental
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Happy Birthday - NewS
Last did: looking at bento pictures o.o
Current Wants: Rain, Wind, better net & to make bento

First day of the month~ woohoo~ So how was everyone's weekend? good? Mine wasnt too bad.. chris got abit sick so we stayed home all weekend watching shows and movies 8D

On friday we watched Terminator Salvation~ not bad..haha they even have arnie in it!!! Yes Arnold is one of my fav actors ^-^ Face looks good but the body u can tell its 3d X3 awww~ Then Sat morning we saw Monster Vs Aliens... ok lo..normal storyline XD jokes are funny. Apparently all the monsters in there are parodies of the real monster movies. Had the Blob, the Fly, then tat fish thing...forgot wat its called o.o, godzilla and a huge girl XD Later at home we finished the anime Tengen Toppa Gurren-Lagann X3 whoa.. watched some K-on!...some Gintama.. Then a old Japanese drama called Yuuki, its about this guy who has a rare diesease where the bone dissolves; this is based on a true story. Was kinda sad Next is a zombie movie..Dead Snow...not the worst zombie movie Ive seen...but not the best either =.=; kinda funny oso sum parts. It's....Nazi Zombies!!! But thinking about it overall now... hmm.. I dont think its really much of a zombie movie...its more like.....err...duno how to say =.=;; ppl who rise from the dead but its not the zombies tat we all know? o.o;; does tat makes sense?

Then last movie we seen....... which I would really want to recommend to you all ^^ I know its not out in the movies yet..its called Coraline. A 3D Stop-motion animation... niiceee... loved the animation in the front.. The overall movie gave me the same creepy feeling like how Monster House did..but tis one feels creepier to me o.o;; But yes ...go see it ^^ nice movie...and...err...good reference for DG students XD;

Do any of you keep your movie tickets after u've seen the movie? I do XD well..ever since I known Chris..ive been keeping movie tickets since and kept it in this little box. Was arranging them earlier and thinking...wow... ^^ brings back memories.. nice movies, weird movies, bad movies.. XD Hmm..now to think of it..its like each movie ticket has its own memory..a fragment of my memory. ^^ hehe.. dont mind me...~ XD

Koi wa ..nani? (Love is?)

2009-05-26T01:23:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Sentimental
Current Health: Normal
Listening to: Shock Me - NewS
Last did: Read Blogs
Current Wants: Rain, Wind, better net & NewS concert dvd

Yea..reading blogs again~ downloaded quite a few of news songs yesterday. Tegoshi singing "can you feel the love tonight" 8DDD kya~ nice voice now he just needs to work on his eng to make it better. But hell...his voice is still the best to me ^0^ I found a concert video on youtube last week.. newS joint two songs together 8DDD me like~ Shock Me vs Devil or Angel. Oh forgot to mention I saw Night Museum2 last week, loved it!!! 8D better than I thought actually. But thats just my opinion, go see it for yourself!

So todays thought... (from eleena's blog) can one really learn to love someone? Doesn't love comes naturally?

I think yes. Love comes naturally and be learnt. I was thinking of Beauty & the Beast, the show did say that they learnt to love. So in a way it is learnt? But now thinking about it more.. I dont think they learnt it.. I think love came naturally for both of them. Love over time sorta thing. Hmm...then learning to love.. its kinda like learning a behaviour but only theres no real love feelings. Or mayb you can learn the real meaning of love but its hard? Learnt love could happend alot in arrange marriages I guess.. sometimes after a while they both find love but sum even after 50 years theres still no feelings of love. So i guess, (scratch my answer above).. true love cant be learnt.

True love...must be experienced me thinks. Now thinking about it.. I always thought I knew what love is. But I only truly felt and know it after experiencing and going through difficult times with chris. So my whole concept of love before until tat point might have been...learnt love? Seeing ppl do it, how the media portrays love, love songs lyrics... even if they were talking abt true love.. I guess we wouldnt truly know the feeling until we felt it or understand it. Love is a very subjective thing though. So this mayb my point of view but not everyone would agree with it. Cos we all got different views of love, some can be more traditional some more open..some more darker..some more innocent..heck..even some is weird and out of the ordinary O_o;;; Love is not something so easy to descirbe i think.. it comes overtime.. not much at the starting.

Love is?

Love is... something you have to experience yourself.

Shinjite (Trust)

2009-05-24T19:06:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Neutral
Current Health: ok
Listening to: Dreams - NewS
Last did: Read Blogs
Current Wants: Rain, Wind, better net & NewS concert dvd

Gah!! net has been...HORRIBLE!! ><; keeps dc-ing everytime and nothing could move. To top it up... the weather has been horrible as well...it was thundering quite badly once and really looked like it was gonna rain...it did...but only a short while then no more..... there wasnt any wind so it was plain humid after tat X_X; Last nite I couldnt sleep properly either...too hot X_X;;;; nyu~

Hmm after reading some blogs.. i remembered sum stuff again.. before in UK there were times where we cant stay in the dorm..we had to either go back home or stay at our guardians places and since it was only for the weekend or for a week.. i stayed with my guardian but things happend so i had abt 3 diff guardians home to go to.

So theres one where i was given directions on how to get there and she'll come pick me up from the station after work... but the thing was.. I went to the station that was nearer to her hse not the station near her work place O_o;;; it was at night and i couldnt reach her by hp. So i just sat at the station panicking...wat am i going to do? I kept reading the directions..then i thought since tis station is near her hse mayb i could go to her hse n wait for her to finish work and come back. But since Ive never been there before... I was scared to try (plus it was night time) There was someone sitting beside me.. a middle-aged woman, so after a while of hesitating i picked up the courage to ask her if she knew where this place was. She said she doesnt know but it does seem like its nearby. So she ask me if I need to get there, I explained my situation to her then she said that shes waiting for her husband to pick her up and asked me if i dont mind she could ask her husband to help me get to that place. I was kinda shocked at first and was hesitating abit then she quickly said oh its ok if you dont want to i understand coming from a stranger. But I agreed O-o; So her husband arrived and i got into their car and they went round searching for the place, even stopped by a gas station to ask for directions.
Finally my guardian called...obviously worried... I told her i was with someone whose helping me get to her place. We decided that they drop me off at a supermarket nearby and my guardian pick me up from there. On the way there the woman said that she has 2 daughters as well..studyin overseas, their about my age and she said that when she saw me lost she was thinking about her daughters and she hopes that if they were lost someone would help them out as well. Now that I think about it I didnt feel scared or anything during that time.. I guess this is like...instinct? Obviuosly my guardian kept saying dont do tat, its dangerous! My mum also thought it was dangerous but she asked me y did I trust them, I just said its just a feeling i guess. But yea.. even though I just told this kinda story... that doesnt mean everyone shud trust everyone oki X3 malaysia is diff! So bcareful.

Also.. aki.. i may not know wat ur going through right now or wat i may say may be totally irrelevant. Things will always try to bring you down, but i know that if you can pull through it, ur resolve or belief will be stronger than before. It may seem impossible or theres no other choice...but there is ALWAYS a choice.. it mayb tat during those times many of us cannot see it and choose not to see it. The path that u choose before is the path that ur happy with becos u choose it.. and who knows..mayb u are on the same path right now but just taking a different way to get there. Dont give up aki. Omae wo shinjite~!

"Believe in you, not in the me who believes in you; not in the you that believes in me. Believe in the you that believes in yourself!"
- Kamina

Oh noez I'm being cheesy!! *runs off*~~~
*comes back with cheese in hand and shows aki*....cheeeeesssse? 8D;

Gohan + Furikake = Onigiri

2009-05-19T18:09:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Gengki~
Current Health: ok
Listening to: Motto hade ni ne! - Haruka Tomatsu
Last did: Checked restaurant city
Current Wants: Rain & Wind T_T ...

Did onigiri this morning 8D long time never do alreadi X3 nyu nyu nyu~ Onigiri with furikake 8D yum~ Somehow I get the feeling if I made a pink onigiri amel will SURE want it >D hahaha so amel~ Yes and I added alot of onions into the onigiri specially for chris XD (he loves onions; raw or cooked) mwehehehe~ yess me ish gengki~ ...but...feel tired for sum reason =___=;

Pi...read back my old post in my blog...feels funny reading it O_o;;; its like reading ur first high school diary XD;;; some feels lame..some feels weird.. of course not as lame as the highschool one.. :x meep... hmm come to think of it im blogging alot recently =.=; i wonder y... not to mention nowadays i seem to start thinking about alot of things...emo stuffs O-o; wats happening to me!!! oAo;

Last night before going to sleep i was looking at chris face, suddenly i had a weird thought.. i started remembering when we first met o.o; wow... everything then was so different.. we're still studying.. i was in my first year of college, he was in f4 XD aww n he still had short hair then~ bwuahahahha~ *pokes* then to compare before and now...wow O-o; feels kinda...surreal? XD; then i started tearing ;_;!! alot of different feelings started flooding in ..nyu~ =___=; mayb im too emo this few days... aihs aihs~ must gengki!!! Ok despite me being in gengki mood now I feel tired X-x;;; so gonna nap then continue work~! ganbate!!!!!!!! XDXDXD

Amel, Aki & Jolene... this friday wanna meet up? 8DDD

Stop procasinating!!!

2009-05-18T19:23:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Still got stomache =.=
Listening to: Flavour of Life - Utada Hikaru
Last did: Project Bridget
Current Wants: Wind... just rain is not enuf, need wind!!! X_X;

Was kinda emo yesterday somehow...I read one of my friends blog.. got some problem la..and to top it up with the jigoku shoujo as well...made me think alot about life. Also I've been procasinating for more than a week alreadi O_O;;; nooO!!!! Been playing games and games and games =___=; Speaking of games...pet society decides to go into cash items stuff ...=.=; sigh... sad to say I dont like cash items..makes the whole thing unfair me thinks. If they made it that its a cash item but yet ppl can still get it without cash but only harder..then it aint so bad. So means...mayb i may stop playing pet society soon? Also on restaurant city the highest lvl u can go up to is 27.... =___=;;;; hmm ...

Weather is cool again...which is good ^^ but when it comes evening it becomes humid X_X;;; needs more wind!!!! Funny to say I actually miss UK weather o.o; during summer and spring especially... when the sun is out but the air is nice and cool and theres breeze or winds time to time ^^ uwaa kimochiiii~ Although I did remmeber once there was a realy realy strong wind and I was walking back to the dorm, everyone couldnt move for that few seconds cos the wind was really strong O_o;;; nearly fell backwards too =.=; not to mention there was a stairs behind me X_X;

Yosh... so since I've been lazing off for so long..I shall continue my project ..NOW~!!!! >3 I did the floor plan alreadi..since I still do NOT have maya installed in my comp...ill do other stuff like doing the front and side view and think of the designs. chris kinda took off the time limit for me and said i can continue to do other things as well, stuff for our character and possibly another project. Come to think of it I still havent fully thought and design my character for the joint project yet...although..everyone is busy with their work now.. so it'll take sum time before they decide to want to start it again.

Haha ^^ reading everyones blog about major year brings back memories when chris was in it. Perspective study..drawing out ur room.. then I remmeber theres one assignment chris did was they have the perspective done for u but u gotta add in the details and make it creative along with minimum of like 10 figures inside i think. I helped out with that one ^^ so much fun..too bad the lecturer didnt give chris back his assignment 8< me like it~ oh well.. yosh...I shud start back cooking oso X3 got some ideas for onigiri 8D im sure chris would love it~ mwehehehehe~

Cool Morning

2009-05-17T18:19:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: sentimental
Current Health: Stomache
Listening to: You - Tegoshi Yuya
Last did: Pet Society
Current Wants: Still MORE rain...

Last night was cooling...or rather tis morning ^^ so nice and cold. Even now feels comfortable~ hope this kinda coolness keeps up o.o infact...hope it rains more later X3 Finally finished Jigoku SHoujo Mitsuganae yesterday... the ending made me think alot for sum reason o.o; kinda cham... now tat i think of it...watching JS most of the time makes me feel like the world is so horrible =.=; although...technically it is.. but u know. But anyway.. anyone played Last Remnant? 8D PC game by Square Enix~ Aihs I can really say one thing... square enix can really make good looking characters =___= its their selling point me thinks.. their designs n characters. Their stories also got one kinda feel to it too. Thats wat i think la. haha ~
I wish the net gets better too =__= i have so much stuff to dl!!! gahhh!! anime, dramas, games!!! >_< btw any anime, jdrama or games for intro? 83 mwehehe shudnt really be asking since I got so many qued up alreadi =.=;
Hmm me n chris finally started back our workout 8D; after like....so so so long O_o;;; due to col and stuff. So nowadays I feel more tired and leg sore X_X; well hopefully after a while of getting used to I would feel more refreshed. Then if we're used to it we'll start by weights again XD; Speaking of this...I miss kendo 8< me n chris used to play around with our kendo sticks, gd work out for arms? 8D; eh heh.. i remmeber before i used to run alot, even in school for sum reason i cant sit still...must walk around the school o.o; lol..of course compare now n before I dont think i can run as fast as i used to. X3 oh well~ now just aim to be healthy!! mwuhahahahahaha!!! so is everyone in toa X3 assignments would surely take up most of ur time so try to exercise sumtimes too oki~ or...eat healthy? XD wahahha~

The old me

2009-05-12T20:37:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: normal
Current Health: Ulcers X_X;
Listening to: Remember Me - leslie parrish
Last did: sorting out files
Current Wants: M-O-R-E RAIN =.=;

I saw some old pictures in my friends profile..but cant find one of it with me in it X3 wanted to post it here cos it has me with "the frindge" XD hahahaha Just had a thought this morning, about during my time in high school...then comparing the people I knew before to the people I know now. Most of u are 4 years younger than me ne ^^ I guess even within that short year span, we come from different times I guess... can still relate of course.

Somehow I always think that I mature slower than my age group...seriuosly O-o;; like the things that I thought about in secondary...is stuff that people in primary would think about...then stuff that I only thought of now..is common things that people in secondary think about. ^^; mayb thats y i get along better with people younger than me? hehe.. but i feel abit sick sumtimes with people of my age group... not all la of course, but i always feel like theres a big gap between us, I cannot join in on their thoughts and they cant keep up with my pace.

Off topic...i was going through some old files in my hard drive... old photos and videos...kinda miss the things that happend before, hehe some are when I had party at my hse, wif my cousin n her bf, chris and yusu. We were the onli ones left after the party and there were still lots of food left over. So we all sat around until dinner time. then it came to having us do a punishment game by playing black jack, u lose u eat a donut wif sum salt in it O_o; hahaha then the worst one was...eat or else...watch the whole season of this mecha anime that yusu brought along...OMG O_O;;; even how stuff we were, we shoved everything down ><; gomen yusu...not that we dont like anime but...tats not our type of genre that we like. haha...and chris still had short hair...abit long but was short ^^ so cute~ then some videos i saw of me n my friends in uk..we were fooling around in one of my friends dorm..cos we got permission to over night in her room XD; we laughed so much doing impressions. Another one was me n kim doing taekwando and fooling around in the hall XD im sure u saw the pic of me in the uniform ne? XD thats one of it. haha Well, enough with my memories... this is for amel~ a photo of me with the frindge!!! hahaha well..tis isnt so bad...couldnt find the one i wanted..but close enough XD;

Does this answer ur question amel? XD mwuahhaha

Best Friend .. or not?

2009-05-11T03:00:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: normal
Current Health: over-heating X_x
Listening to: NewS - Best Friend
Last did: Sleep
Current Wants: rain T_T

Not sure where to start.. been a while again since I last updated. The weather is getting horrible X_X so hot..wth! I wan raiinnn, I wan cold weathers!!! rawr! >3
Hols are over and today is the first day of your majoring sem ne ^^ how was it? We can all still keep in contact rite ^^ went to col today to get the brownies amel bought for us 8D thx amel!! See alot of familiar faces as well ^^ hehe I cant help but feel happy when I see everyone again. Lets go out one day oki ^^v

So what is a best friend? Guess that runs down to each person themselves huh.. some could be from knowing them since a long time ago, some can be best friends within a few months.. I wonder what happend to mine. We havent ...no no.. we hardly talk anymore. Some is I dont know what to say in a conversation anymore. Mayb its the fault from my personality where I keep myself away from ppl. But I notice after the run away incident that things start to change between us. I only notice how much I dont know you 3 at all, mayb its my selfish childish part that didnt understand what was friendship suppose to be. I call u as my best friend and treat you like one bcos thats wat we are...before.
Now its getting harder, not only do I not know you all properly anymore, we dont talk. I tried to make it up before by talking, but it doesnt work. Some i say hi but no reply...even I see u online for so long still no reply, next day and the day after that also same ... then sumtimes when sum of u are coming back, wanna go out ..can..but that time..still in coll...after coll..ur going off sumwhere else.. come back again...try to talk about it...like ur reluctant to talk to me. ...then a few days ago saw on facebook...ur back in london alreadi.. wth... nani o kore... i just said hi again.. but i know u wont reply again. Are we even friends anymore....the 4 of us... I'm getting fed up... I want to shout " i dont want to be friends anymore" ..but that would be just me being angry n childish. But who knows.. those days where we were together before.. i wonder if we can get them back again one day?

5 random facts tagged by jolene~

2009-04-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Five random facts

1# I'm a different person when I'm alone, with friends and with chris. 8D; umm..hehe ? o.o;

2# I love figurines, soft toys and miniatures 8DDD ...but....no money T_T if i was rich ull see my room full of them by now >3

3# Have wanted to be a singer before >3 but not good at singing now =.=;

4# Likes to look for information or things to download online o.o;

5# I tend to mix with people younger my age better than those of my age group or elder. =__= tis is cos ppl at my age or older doesnt like how i act or sumtimes doesnt like to hav me around them cos i look childish. =.=; so yes...i prefer younger ppl..plus...nowadays...so far most of the younger ppl i meet are more open minded. X3

End of 2ndSem (personal msg for u)

2009-04-19T20:59:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: normal
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Planetarium - Ai Otsuka
Last did: Research
Current Wants: to have a great idea for project

Wow... alot of emo stuff happening last week huh. Had presentations and exams and costume @_@ JK n the rest of my com skill team made a short video of me XD yea...we all cried...well not all but sum of us did (in yh's case..its two drops n steven is mayb one drop?) hahaha but yea...gonna miss our time together, everyone in CD088-2. I guess since im the one leaving I shud be giving out personal msg to each of u ne. Warning: may contain traces of emo-ness. So heres the msg from me to u.

Amel: The first person I know that would be in the same class as me and the first one on the attendance list! I thought we might not get along well at first cos I thought that maybe you would stick more to your own group of indonesian friends. But look at us now, we're together almost everytime XD Very shy and sweet girl, sometimes we dont say much when we're together but I still enjoy your presence. I wont forget how u've been there for me. Thanks for listening to me ramble on from time to time n be patient with me. You did everything to ur best effort even though u would be scared thinking you wil get otp. Me believe u will do well in anything u want to do. So always look forward ne ^^ Yonathan is lucky to have u XDDDD

Aki: I've always known u to be "the girl in tat group of guys sitting in front there". N the first time i met you was in front of avh hall, it was history n drawing class that day, you came up and then i remembered u said u brought all ur paints and stuff when we didnt need it today so u had to call ur dad to come pick it up. XD Ever since then, we started to get closer n closer and soon we're like in a group, u me n amel. We're always depending on each other, we did throw our anger around time to time but its nth personal. I wont forget ur comic expressions and you bullying me XD Thanks for being my whacky friend!

Jolene: Guess we only got to know each other better at the end of sem1. haha but i remmeber u were the one whom I gave "sumthing" u needed to u during figure in sem1. Not sure if u remmeber it. Always known u for making random characters or things from putty rubbers, and also for ur drawings 8D Now in sem2, I know u now as my chibi-voice talking buddy XD I had alot of fun making chibi voices wif u, I wont forget it. Esp when we always annoy aki or anyone around us during drawing class. haha XD You got ur own style for drawing n designs, im sure ull do great in illustration major. ganbate~!

Thomas: Honestly, im usually very particular about retakes, cos all the retakes I know are really annoying and lazy blablabla. Sorry thomas, but I thought u might be one of em X3 Known u from design class, when u didnt have a fruit so i gave u one of my strawberry XD also from the art that u did for the colours...so nice. Ur really an illust person. Broccoli head 8D mwuahahahhaha take care of amel, aki n jolene for me XD

Natasha & Ash: The one in front of me during orientation day and the one victor introduce me to. And group leader for msian studies and com skill. haha we 3 were pretty close at one point but somethings happens along the way. I guess thats how friendship goes huh, we fight and have a stronger relationship. Like nat said in the video, "I'm glad we're still friends." I'm glad too. Whatever it is in life that u really want to do, go for it. All the best with you and ash ne ^^ me n chris has suffered alot to get to where we are now, stand strong together! (esp during odd year numbers)

JK: What makes u stand out in class is the fact that ur a cheerleader XD Remembered u were the one who stayed in the library to do design when all of us went to eat lunch n during lunch one time u didnt have enuf money so we were all eating while u watching us XD Stubborn at times, but have gd intentions esp in a group. Even though u dun feel as close to us as u were last sem, but we all still share the same good memory together. So even if u dun feel it anymore, just remember that we did shared it together once.

Roland: "The tall guy in that group sitting in front there" was how i remmeber u. Come to think of it ..ur the 3rd tallest in our class! Always know u as the very funny and good at acting person XD Also as horny rolly~ hahaha sometimes u come up with the funniest things and sumtimes weird along with ur expressions. I remmeber we all were sitting in mien tien, u n jk was telling me n aki about ur hometown life in melaka. XD awww oso...the pic u showed us in ur hp...the one wif the hole in the finger O_o;;;; followed by alot of other jokes that most of us made up XD Fun times~ ill remmeber it.

Steven: The biggest otaku in our class. How I remember u for the first time was during design class in sem1, lecturer was teaching us stuff and then i hear two person talking behind behind about games and stuff....i heard things like.."I'm an anime otaku but dont kill me for it.." or sumthing like tat XD then got to know you more in design class, u keep mixing me, amel and natasha up XD; The only thing we talk about is games games n more games. hahahaha XD so typical. Also know you as the one who loves free food XD Also loves to take candid photos of everyone! XD im sure all of us have tons of candid in ur cam alreadi =.= probably we might have had sum disagreement wif sum stuff but at least it wasnt personal i guess, sry if i said anything wrong ^^ Thanks to ur passion in games, it will help u to go thru into animation. Ganbate~!

Tacky: Also know u as "One of the person in that group sitting in front there." Dont know you that well, but know that ur into games also, and very nice to poke 8D ever since aki pointed out that ur very soft (which is reali true) *pokepoke* Also one of those tat will kacau me in drawing =.=; sorry for staining ur shirt by accident >_<;;;

Maikol: Know you as...."...also one of the person in that group sitting in front there." hahahaha but mainly know u for liking rpg games and ur unique way of presenting during presentation. Have a memorable time in com skill tis sem... u as a genie XD was reali reali funny~ but the things tat u say u cant do..u always tend to do it better.I guess tats ur strength ne ^^ so dont say tat u cant until u try ne!!

Yihao: I remember u from history class, cos one time u were sitting beside me, thats when i drew the chibis of all of us sitting in one row XD later on i know u as aki's "driver" XD Then know u as a random person time to time hahaha~ Also notice u stress easily during group works =.= ganbate ne~ find wat u truely like n go for it ^^

SeeTho: I dont really notice u at first...mayb cos from my point of view where im standing..I cant see u XDDDDDDDDDD;;;; I got to know u through nat and ash when they pointed out that u have a deep voice and the tallest in the class XD whoaa... sugoi ne 8D; always have to look up to u XD which me n aki would do purposely hehehehehe~ ganbate for wat ur doing~

Mag: First time I remmeber was in com skill in sem 1, "the girl sitting at the left corner over there." I thought that mayb ur one of those that dun like to mix with people o.o;; then now i know u as "mag mag" or "the onli girl in tat group of 5" XD I remmeber once during history, u looked reali sad..then aki told me u broke up recently or sumthing, i felt abit sad cos duno wat to do since i didnt know u well enuf to say anything. But I guess things are ok now ne? ^^ And u got a nice voice for singing too 8D Memories are always kept in us, weather good or bad, so y not remmeber the happy ones ne? ^^

Danny: I remmebered u for having a particular hairstyle...but after tat u cut it...it stayed tat way O_o;;; hahaha now i cant remmeber that hairstyle anymore. Known u as the one who dress up reali cool during presentation XD and also the one into fashion. One of the funny pairs with roland and kim loy, always got sumthing going on with u guys, always entertaining to watch u all do sumthing funny XD Ganbate in toa ne X3 afterall tis is a step for u to be better in fashion course X3

Kim Loy: How i remmeber u was, "the one tat looks similar to roland but is not roland." XD; Specs, tall, slim...yea =.=; sumtimes hard to tell when starting tat time. One of the horny rapers oso rite XD; Also noticed that roland always "molest molest" XD hahahaha like I said...see u all has always been fun to me even though its weird at times.

Woon: "Eric and Woon" was how i remembered u before.. since u two always sit together in com skill. Then know u as someone older than most of us XD which now tta i think of it...haha u dun look ur age XD Ur pretty quiet as well, as usual i thought u might be one of those tat dun say alot but after seeing u mix with the rest, u show more emotion after tat XD N ur into cameras oso XD (unique camera u got o.o ) Now ur the onli one going into multimedia X3 ganbate ne~ we're expecting to see lots of cool stuff from u~!

Yen: I know u as "the one tat sit wif mag in front there" I only got to know u more in sem2 esp in bk class XD fun ne, when me n jolene bug u with our chibi voices XD hahahah fun to see ur expression. But good luck to what ur doing in advertising, since i know ur intentions, so ganbate!

Cy: "The guy over tat side tat sleeps" or "the guy over there tat doesnt talk much." =.=; the reason... cos i always dun see u talking with anyone at first O.o; thought u were an anti-social person. Then only later on when u mix around more, can see u show more emotions like laughing, then i thought...hmm mayb its just a first impression thing XD; Now ull be in a diff class than most of cd88-2 alreadi but its oki..cos ull still be part of cd88-2 ne XD

Eric: "The one with woon" was how i remmebered u XD Also know from ur presentation tat u like anime. Then later on know about the story that ur doing, til now im still not very sure about it but either way, good luck in wat ur doing.

Victor: "The one that sat beside me n said i dun look like a local" o.o; n "the one tat intro me to nat." quite weird n childish at times but i guess tats wat makes victor victor.

o.o wow.... tats alot @_@ but yea.. tats more or less what i wanted to say as a msg. I hope u all will go for ur dreams. U have my support! ganbate!!!!

Minna daaaiiiisuki~!

100 truths tagged by aki

2009-04-08T18:42:00.000-07:00

001. Real Name : u shud know ma XD
002. Nickname(s) : frans
003. Age : himitsu dayo~
004. Zodiac Sign : Tora
005. Male or Female : onanoko
006. Elementary : i seriously cannot remmeber my elementary days =.=
007. Middle School: SM SKL
008. High School : Sri KL
009. College School : Sunway college, Kent Pembury, The One Academy wow...
010. Hair colour : black
011. Long or Short : long
012. Loud or Quiet : both
013. Sweats or Jeans : jeans
014. Phone or Camera : both
015. Health Freak : depends on my mood
016. Drink or Smoke : neither
017. Do you have a crush on someone : ya o.o
018. Eat or Drink : both
019. Piercings : na da
020. Tattoos : nai des X3
021. Social or Anti-Social: before anti-social...now....abit social
022. First Piercing : none
023. First Relationship : yaya wif my family XD
024. First Best Friend : Alyson
025. First Award : dun think i have one
026. First Kiss : long time ago
027. First Pet : gold fish =.=
028. First Big Vacation : um..mayb australia? or london o.o;;
029. First Love at First Sight: during ancient times =.=
030. First Big Birthday : always had bday parties before so...mayb 1?

-----Currently..
049. Eating : nothing... =.= i wanna eat...
050. Drink : nothing
051. Excitement Level : normal...bit abit bored..need to finish figure
052. I'm about to : play pets society 8D join me!!
053. Listening to : sum persona 4 song
054. Plan for today : finish assignments asap
055. Waiting for : when im done wif this sem
056. Energy Level : umm ok but if u let me sleep now i can sleep XD
057. Thinking of someone: yes
058. Want kids? : too early to ask
059. Want to get married?: yes
060. Careers in mind? : animation artist, mangaka, freelancer with chris, hse wife XD
068. Lips or Eyes? : both
069. Romantic or Funny? : both
070. Shorter or Taller? : i duno..im ok wif it kua o_o;; can cheat ppl mwuahahahha
071. Protective or Caring? : both?
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : both?
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: stomach =.=;;;
074. Sensitive or Loud? : err.....i duno?
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : both
080. Lost glasses or contacts : no
081. Ran away from home : hahahahah XD
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: gun no knife yes
083. Killed somebody : no
084. Broken someone's heart : most likely yes
085. Been arrested : no
087. Cried when someone died : ya

-----Do you believe in..
089. Yourself : i got low self confidence
090. Miracles : yes
091. Love at first sight: sorta
092. Heaven : i guess
093. Santa Claus : mayb
094. Tooth Fairy : no =.=...plus they're scary in hellboy=.=
095. Kiss in the first date: no
097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : yes
099. Do you believe in God? : there is one but i only believe tta he watches onli

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people: meh.. that's such a boring tag title..

After Exploration Week

2009-03-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: happy
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Hanabi - Mr. Children
Last did: Study
Current Wants: not sure
Assignments Left: brochure sketches & L&C

Waahhh didnt update again X_X; Well...to start off...Melaka trip happend 8D woke up early to eat at mien tien for breakfast (not to mention the day before this we had to wake up early for our com skill) travis was late =.= so was the bus... travis gave us our "historical mission" ... parody of the amazing race =.= the one i took wasnt reali interesting.. it was some youth museum and the other was some temple which we didnt know where until much later O_o; then travis put on a chinese horror show...was a reali weird show which i couldnt understand =.=; anyway it was friggin hot the whole day X_X after taking pics we all looked around, tackey brought us to one of the chicken rice ball shop, funny though...chicken smells good but the taste wasnt as nice as the smell o.o after looking around for a bit only did i realise that the chicken rice ball shops were everywhere O_O; didnt expect it... sugoi ne... went into this clothes shop which aki said its where roland buys his clothes.. ahah i love one of the couple shirts 8D the guys shirt would say "Stop looking at my girlfriend." n the girls one would be "Stop looking at my boyfriend." XD Oh and the famous 1000 layer cheese cake that aki wouldnt stop talking about long time ago O_o; somehow ...i think after everyone talked about it alot...my expectations of the cheese cake kinda grew higher n higher.... so when the real thing came...it was unique looking..n tasted like pancake or crepe with cream 8D its unique but i didnt find it cheesy though ^^; When we got back.. travis took out the 2nd movie for us to see "Water Horse" looks nice but couldnt hear wat they were saying and then later the CD couldnt play anymore o_o; darn..
Exploration week ended~ noooo X3 im still in a holiday mood~~~ 8D had presentation yesterday...com skill presentation ...we so rule~ XD pinky said that we were ahead of our time n we would be good in advertising...hmm not sure about that =.= anyway she did say sumthing tats right though... she said tat we're the type tat will stand by our belief...true about me XD
Also...alot of ppl leaving by next sem huh =.= hehe well i mayb leaving oso...got about 2 weeks to decide. do i continue for one more sem to finish of the foundation year? or do i stop after this sem and start on my portfolio and project? hard to choose ^^; i wanna start to work actually.. get some income 8D haha oso to learn more so next time i can help out. If I finish my foundation year.. it'll take me longer before ill finish the project. ...hmm why am i so hasty about this =.= .. see la..how it goes..
but either way...this sem reali is the last sem to see CD088-2 huh... cos next sem we would all be in different majors.. kinda sad huh ^^; i reali like our class... compared to wat i heard..i feel like in our class we are more nicer to each other.. more..bonded in a way? its not like we all separate from each other n dont bother abt other groups.. so in a way im happy i got into class 2. Are u all happy to be in this class? im gonna miss u all ^^ minna san wa daiiiiiiisukiiiiiii ^0^ Ganbate with all ur dreams ne ^^

Dreams & Changes

2009-02-27T04:48:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: abit refreshed
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: star - tegoshi yuya
Last did: Design project
Current Wants: to play LittleBigPlanet
Assignments Left: figure, rgb & bk

^0^ been a while since I last updated...been reading everyones blog =.=; guess I missed out alot of stuff huh.. hehe soo like me to do that.. I seem to always miss out alot of things, sorta..cutting myself away from ppl? i think o.o I know ive been doing it with my best friends for quite a while ..mayb they alreadi given up on me ^^; who knows ne..
Dreams for your future huh... I had one of those before ..wanting to do sumthing i like, to pursue it, to reach and grab it with my own hands.. until the usual drama comes up where parents dont allow their children to do what they want. I guess you can say i fought for it.. so much has happend ne ~ "if you dont continue to study in uk, u can get out of the hse!" ,.... thats literally what i did. I got out of the hse~ so simple.... =_= of course now i get to come to toa.. but having to wish for sumthing for so long...over time what i wanted from before begins to change. So now I got a "newer" dream.. i want to just be with chris. I want to live my whole life with him. Struggling together, doing things together, laughing together, crack lame stupid jokes together.. always together. The main point of this? Fight for what you really want only if you really really want it. (umm...my way isnt the best example...so not asking u to do it oki o.o;;; ) But then again...this is just my own point of view.. from wat i experience tis is what i concluded...may not be the same for most of u ._.;
Everyone's working so hard these few weeks...esp these few days =.= what with all the projects for this week @_@ .. esp design...wth! 1 week for sketch then another week for colour thumb then last week for the finishing... n on the 2nd week most ppl are still in their sketches stage =.=; ah heck..itll be over tomorrow anyway. Everyone's changing huh? o.o duno abt me if ppl see me differently tis sem, exclude the com skill presentation of the "beast" =.=;;; apparently alot of ppl say tat i have a completely diff image during the acting...makes me wonder what kinda image i had before tat o.o ne ne oshiete~ tell me tell me~~ X3 back to the topic...i guess ppl change cos of the enviroment n situation or the experience though... like now recently most of us have been thinking alot or always focus on studies n critical thinking.. sometimes the things we think of changes us abit unconciously. It can affect us greatly or just sumthing minor. I duno about mature though... ive always asked myself tis question before.. what is the meaning of being mature? everyone always ask me to act my age...im so childish..stop mixing with younger ppl n mix with ppl more of ur age.. im sick of it.. its kinda the same as wat tidus says in ffx "what would an adult do then?" sometimes listening to how traditional thinking adults say things...doesnt makes sense to me.. if being mature or an adult is like that i rather stay as a kid. Haha of course not saying all adults are like that... just happends to be that majority of the adults i meet are like that. Being mature... i guess mayb its.. being able to know wat you want.. knowing wat is right or wrong to u.. able to think abt things urself without influence from ppl....sumthing like tat i think.
Ok im blabbling too much~ XD exploration week is here so hope everyone can catch up wif their work 8D

What Animal are you o.o

2009-02-27T04:36:00.000-08:00

WiLd StAlLiOn!
Your personality is the stallion! You are bold and brave. Not afraid to speak your mind or put your point across. You like to be active and you're just wild at heart.

^0^ hehe... i guess im kinda like that o.o;;; sorta....i think o_o

Something to share o.o

2009-02-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

Hmm..found this in my email o.o; thought id share it with you guys ^^ hehe~

In April, Maya Angelou was interviewed by Oprah on her 70+ birthday. Oprah asked her what she thought of growing older.
And, there on television, she said it was "exciting." Regarding body changes, she said there were many, occurring every day....like her breasts. They seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist, first.

The audience laughed so hard they cried. She is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words!

Maya Angelou said this:
"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow."

"I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."

"I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."

"I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life."

"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."

"I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."

"I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."

"I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."

"I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."

"I've learned that I still have a lot to learn."

"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

Holidays ends~

2009-02-01T04:10:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Hearing songs on GE
Last did: history project
Current Wants: duno o.o;
Assignments Left: bk essay left

Hiiiii~ XD long time no update~ so hows everyones CNY? X3 hope its all good but dont forget to take care of ur health too ne ^0^ Didnt do much for tis cny...except for assignements, games and shows XD; thats been pretty much my life for tis cny =.= got sum family reunion stuff la...like dinners n stuff. Also went on a few dates~ ;3 mwuheheheh started playing Granado Espada back again.. cos me n chris was thinking of trying to stick to one mmo for now ^^ we did tried Secret of Solcise but ...i dun think the game is reali completed yet o.o cos quite alot of stuff havent implanted ..so yea..GE for now 8D
Apart from tat...been seeing dramas, shows and some ghiblis 83 mwuehehhe... the best part...i got to finish the assignments tat i wanted to finish during tis hols XD yosh~ but....heard tat most of u didnt started any work yet =.=; meep~ ganbate~..
Took sum purikuras wif chris too :3 hehehe aki been pestering me to put it up XD hahahah so here it is!!!

me like tis piccie :3

Also... just wanted to let sumone know tat me n chris would always be here for you if u need us... (actually more to chris ne? ) ^^ so...gengki ne...

Well...back to coll then X3 see everyone there on Tuesday~ ^0^

Another day~

2009-01-09T04:02:00.001-08:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Persona 4
Last did: History essay
Current Wants: to eat chris's cooking :3
Assignments Left: 3 (lettering, history & figure)

Update! I have to take BK X_X;;; noooeeezzzzzz... n just now they told us tat we are going into the special class XD mwuahhahaha umm..i guess easier? And yea..first day enter BK class...thought they gonna teach us like grammar for bm instead..wat they thought us was...........HISTORY OF THE LANGUAGE!!! O_O;;; haaarrrrhhh???? O_O;;;;;;;;;;;;;; wth? =.= then later for class....lettering & calligraphy.. the teachin was soooooo boringggggg nyu~ and omg 50 photos by next week o-o;; 30 outdoor and 20 indoor wow o.o;;;; sounds hard le the project X_X; aihs aihs aihs..
hmm figure was fun though :3 have zy and darren tis time 8D woohoo! damn funny oso in class...we had to draw 2 ppl sitting on sofa...so some of our drawings are....interesting XDDD n err...so horny oso =.= *swt* must be horny rolly's influence to the class XD mwuahahhahaha! omg darn funny in class XD n aki!! u grr! X3 wrote chris name on my paper! =_=* u dutch! XD
next history... hmm was very boring after a while ...the lecture was getting reali boring ...i even started fishing abit o_o; steven slept off n was snoring as well X3 mwuahahah but interesting assignment though o.o all about ourselves XD hmm..ok la...off to go play game a while or sumthing...oso pick out a figure! X3 mwuahhaha

2nd sem starto~!

2009-01-06T20:26:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Yuuichis Theme
Last did: eat lunch X3
Current Wants: to be exempted from BK but cant T_T
Assignments Left: none

First sem start lo~ hehe had 2 classes on the first day.. drawing 2 and comm skill2. And first assignment...complicated colour wheel!!! @_@ omg! Somehow managed to finish it in roughly... 7 hrs? in between got take a break and eat and rant XD mwuahahha but damn messy X_X;;; not to mention the colours dun look like they blend well ..oh noeezzz~XD
Second class have pinky as lecturer...she sure loves to network alot O-o; dude~ but i get the feeling shes gonna be reali strict >_<><>< pls help me get into a group of ppl who are responsible and willing to work!!!!! nyu~~~ Unfortunetly..got 3 ppl didnt make it though tis term... well good luck to them X3 And the stupid thing is.... I jsut realized today that I have been looking at the wrong marks =.= I thought my marks were 5Bs 2Cs and 1D but instead ...found out from Danny that my marks was actually 2As and the rest Bs ...................................................................
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very sweat lo... =.= very big difference le!!! what the heck!? how did i manage to see the wrong marks ?!?!?!?! but...kyyaaaaa~~~ i got 2 As ^0^ damn happy~! Teng got 5As omg!!! damn good le X3 Today gonna be Photoshop class 8D kinda looking forward to it..but damn...too bad didnt get the lecturer i wanted. oh well.. since its tis lecturer..must work hard ne! But i heard the lecturer i wanted will be teaching design 3 oso..so hopefully got chance ne? ^^
And oh noez~ i gotta take BK class T_T cos apparently I got C in bm..but its olvels aihss...sad T_T nvm la...ill confirm again later see how T_T but if reali have to take then nvm lo.. ill put that as my lest priority for work and if i have to ill skip it.
Was reading aki's blog just now :3 ya wor..now to think of it..i was pretty happy to be able to see everyone again ^^ aww but then...sum ppl werent happy? o.o doushite?? hmm..then again..it could be just few of us is happy... *poke aki* whos unhappy? lets go make them gengki genki ^0^ mwuahahahah ~ now must try one thing...everytime i get assignment on tat day...finish on tat day itself! >] mwuahahha if can la..tat would reali help my workload alot if i can balance it well o.o chris said tat i manage to balance my work well last sem..but i still do feel like sumtimes i didnt balance it well enuf X3 ... hmm thinkin back......i got 2As 8D kyaaa...even if both -A but still...damn happy..first time i ever got so nice marks b4 ^^ since im actually horrible at studying ^^; eh heh... oh well hope todays a good day ^^ see u all later in class~

A New Year ..possibly a new begining?

2009-01-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: -
Last did: read manga
Current Wants: to spend time with chris
Assignments Left: -

Lately I've been thinking alot.. since stuff happend.. so I cant help but think about different things. Society would think its stupid but I guess I dont quite care anymore ^^ Y do ppl always follow the main flow of the society? hehe.. to tell u the truth .. this coming sem...maybe my last sem.. or my last time to officially study. Of course the choices are up to me, this time.. somehow..i feel more certain compared to before. Going to toa.. made me realise alot of things in diff aspects. Sortof broden my mind more. Was fun ne ^^ going to coll suddenly.. mayb going was sumthin i needed to do to satisfy myself...or to reassure myself. Either way I guess it turned out well ne ^^ hehe I wonder if the me stayed as herself 5 years ago.. would I have been able to learn about the things I know now? Thinking back..kinda funny i guess .. how things turn out the way it is. Makes u think tat if u chose a different path..u wont be standing at the place u are now. I guess its the same as being in love.. i cant imagine taking another path now. When i think abt it out of curiosity..it has a strange taste to it. But Im happy now, knowing more things makes me feel reassured abt the path im taking.
Been seeing sum anime and drama lately. Also I decided to read different romance manga, prefably those short ones. Cos ive been thinking..this could help me alot for story making. Alot of ppl seem to believe tat love stories must be a whole book or must be an hour plus long movie. I dun think tats realyy true lo.. cos i read a 15 page manga ..and the love story is really sweet n meaningful..yes 15 pages! Compare that with a whole book! XD n not to mention a 20min anime; Voices from a Distant Star, hah! Sure beats an hour plus long movie X3 I duno y but do u notice those short simple children book story with abstract ideas seem to tell alot? example the short storybook in chobits or the short scenes in clannad... duno y but i find those interesting ^^ its creative how they make it lo.
Anyway.. its the new year now.. starting college on Tuesday.. will be seeing everyone ne ^^ ..but im not sure abt everybody though.. who knows ne? Ah..i forgot to say..congrats for passing ne XD hehehe Lets work hard tis sem!! XD GANBARIMASSSSSUUU!!!! I'll do my best for my maybe-last-sem! ^^v

Tagged .....by choice? o.o; lol

2008-12-24T00:51:00.000-08:00

#The last person to tag you is...
PohYi~ XD (but its the previous tag not tis one XD; )

#Your 5 impressions towards her...
-seems down to earth
-friendly in her own way
-likes to bully ppl =.=
-emo XD;;;
-treasures friends

#The most memorable thing she had done to me...
-mm...cant realy think at the moment o.o

#If she becomes your lover, you will..
-gomen..alreadi have a lover =.=;

#If he becomes your enemy, you will..
- she's a girl not a 'he' !! ><; umm duno wor...wont talk to her? o.o

#If he becomes your lover, he should improve on..
- err....... o.o; mayb...be more decisive?

#How do you think people around you are thinking about you?
- i duno o.o;;; err....mayb just a normal person? o.o ask them =.=

#The character of yourself is..
- weird? funny? cute? O-o; hahhahah

#The most ideal person you wanna be with?
- chris XD

#For the person who cares or likes you, say something to them..
- Thank you for caring for sumone like me ^^

#10 people to tag:
- whoever wanna do it just do it lo XD

Might be last sem?

2008-12-19T03:39:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: OK
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: P4 songs
Last did: watch videos
Current Wants: sweet stuff o.o
Assignments Left: -

Finished cleaning the room..sooo much dust X_X but.. yatta~ ^0^ a clean room now~ weeeeee... sorted out my work as well :3 hmm.. oh yea..bought Persona 4 game 8D they really made it way better now. The battle systems is better oso..not to mention the the bg music during battle ^^ nice~ shud go look for the songs ..but one of it is pretty creepy O_o;;;;; meep~
what if this coming semester is my last? how le? hehe stuff happends so just thought abt it. but even though if it is my last..ill still continue on to wat i wanna do. i guess ill just have to train up myself if it happends. ^^ oh well i had fun anyway during the first sem ^^
Anyway! christmas eve coming soon ^0^ gonna have our christmas usual with friends XD cook ..eat..cafe..come bak eat again..sleep..wake up..movie XD mwuahha.. gonna make curry, chicken soup stew and dango? o.o; i think tats wat it is =.=; *swt* oh well~ gotta get stuff one of these days oso try out i guess. hehe XD well going off now ~ X3 kinda hungry~

Tagged by Aki ...darn long O-o;

2008-12-17T09:09:00.000-08:00

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs
B.) Tag 12 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.)Continue this game by sending it to other people.
01. What have you been doing recently?
--spring cleaning ^0^
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
--no o.o unless it died or hanged
03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
--eating breakfast i think o.o
04. When did you last cry?
--Two days ago; drama i watched
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
--I guess so sumthings happend by chance..sum is like fate...so ya haha
06. What do you want in your life right now?
--alot of things XD
07.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains?
--no o.o sumtimes i run straight thru it
08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
--all my soft toys & pillow ^0^
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
--normal shorts o.o
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
--i love u
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
--i dun think so..i think O_o;;; am i?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
--currently no o.o
13. What was the last movie you caught?
--The Day the Earth Stood Still
14. What are you proud of?
--duno o.o
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
--its an address
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
--Daite Senorita
17. Do you have any nicknames?
--yes O-o;;;;
18. What does you last received text message say?
--umm..abit lazy to check my hp now ^^;;
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
--4 or 5am.
20.Are you currently happy?
--haii ^0^ shiawase des~
21. Who gives you best advice?
--my bf XD but sumtimes hearing ppl say things can help me think..so its like indirect advise O_o; hahaha XD actually just their opinion can help me broaden my mind ^^
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-- ya tried it before XD
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
--didnt talk to anyone last nite..but i had sum weird indo person callin n msging me O-o;; ignored it though..
24.Is anyone bugging you right now?
--no
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-- my bf... hahah XD cos i made up a lame joke ..but he still laugh anyway so it works rite XD
26. Do you wear toe socks?they still make them?
--nvr wore them b4 =.= they seem.....weird
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
--tis indo person whom i have no idea who it is >_<
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
--of course X3
29. What annoys you most in a person?
--ppl who talk big then bcomes a hypocrite
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
--it s not crush anymore ne X3
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
--nope ..not gonna start oso =.=
32. What is the colour of your room?
-- white o.o
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
--unless im a pro killer o.o; but then again..i dun knwo if i can kill a person o-o;
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
--i duno o.o i never heard of tis saying before o_o;;;
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
--my soft toys =^^=
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
--bf ^0^
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
-- well ya...=.= bit weird if i dun rite..
38. Do you have a life?
-- literally yes =.=
39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?
--ya... sumtimes...imagination gone wild? o.o;
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
--i dun hav a profile song
41. Who is the last person you saw in your dream?
--duno o.o;
42. Last time you smiled?
--moment ago XD
43. Have you changed this year?
--yes XD definetly
44. What are you listening right now?
-- the songs being played on persona 4 game XD
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
--yes..my bf n aki
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
--errr...open?
47. Is there a quote you live by?
-- quite alot i guess..
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
--err.... no kuaa.. o.o
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
--yea piano..but bad at it now X3
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
--err... duno O_O
51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
--figrue XD
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
--yes ^^
53. What song best describe your love life?
--Forever - NewS XD not sure if theres a better one or not.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
--of course
55. Who always make you laugh?
--bf n friends
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
--erm...bm?...cantonese(but raher not speak it)..abit of jap.
57. Favourite website(s)?
--dun reali have a particular fav o.o
58. What's your middle name?
-- dun have one? i think o.o
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
--overall cleaning for the room X_X
60. What do you think you are like?
--a ...weirdo?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
--i dun think i get to choose who to die wif.. but im sure if i did..i wont die alone..apart of sumone else will die along wif me.
62. Where have you been today?
--home n toa
63. What game do you play often?
--hmm...Age of Empire i guess...then if can Left 4 Dead.
64. Who are you missing right now?
--friends
65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
--love.. gomen to friends X3 its not tat i dun think ur important..but tis is my choice.
66. What are you doing right now?
--this tag...n watching my bf play persona4
67. Which primary school are you from?
--Eden kindergarden..i think...i think tats wat its called o.o;;;
68.Name 3 colours that you like?
--red blue purple
69. What emotion you like to show?
--umm happy?
70. What is your life to you?
--its important?
71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
--think abt it...emo abt it..then decide weather to talk abt it wif others..then try to solve it
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
--aki XD
73. Who do you admire most?
--goto maki, yamapi
74. Which month are you born in?
--sept
75. How are you feeling right now?
--normal XD
76. What is the time now?
--12:52am
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
--a person who like to bully me -.- but apart from tat a gd friend who cherishes friends more than a hypo i know...so dun betray her friendship! ><
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
--nvr dyed yet
79. Why are you doing this test?
--cos aki tagged me =.= but oso i seem to like to do tis kinda stuff
80. What do you do when you're moody?
--emo
81. At which age you wish to get married?
--technically i am alreadi
82. Who is more important to you?
--my bf
83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
--say things i wanna say to my friends then spend the rest of the day wif my bf
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
--bf XD
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
--ya but weather u see it or not is a diff thing
86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
--hmm...duno yet..got too many i think
87. What is your goal for this year?
--not fail or kena OTP until i graduate
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
--yes
89. What feeling do you love most?
--when ur in tat one moment u feel u wan it to be like tat forever...in love or friends..its the same..
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
--well ya =.=;;;
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
--betrayed
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
--yes
93. Do you believe in God?
--i believe there is a god..but i believe tat he only watches.
94. Who cares for you most?
--bf...n mayb sum friends? i duno..ask them XD
95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
--ur choice?
96. What will you bring when you fight?
--double handgun XD
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
--regretted ar...hmm regretted trusting sum ppl
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
--if other ppl..then sad lo...but if its my bf..then i would feel betrayed
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
--i wanna know y. but im confident..he wont ^^
100. How do you feel now?
--phew..finished tis =.=; now wanna take a bath~
I dun have anyone to tag so whoever wanna do tis then do lo XD

Things I learnt in...

2008-12-11T22:56:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Relaxed
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Kibou ~YELL
Last did: Sketchbook
Current Wants: -
Assignments Left: 1

Wow.. first sem is gone alreadi o.o; so fast huh ^^; thinking back..we all sure made loads of memories huh.. first time being there meeting each other XD i feel like im getting old =.=; but im happy though..being able to get tis chance to experience college life again.. made me realise alot of things.. abt myself..abt others.. things like that. I want to keep moving forward.. I dun regret the things I said over tis few months.. for once i dont.. cos the things that I said are wat i really mean and on sum occasions some of those words...make things better.
Things I have learnt..

...in studies

- Time management! Bcos of tis I get to have free time on some weeks. Set a limit time for a certain assignment or project. Some can go past that time limit but it depends on the assignment and the time u have.
- Respect deadlines!!! Deadline means deadline..no excuses! If got excuses..then dun bother thinking abt surviving in the working industry.. ppl pay u for ur skill and tat u keep to their deadline. So respect that!
- Aim high but know when to stop. Wanna do lots of things for this particular project..fine..but know when to stop..think abt how much time u got to do tis. Dont give excuses later saying u cant do it cos not enuf time or resources or that ur work isnt good enuf.
- Group work handling. After a few exp I get from being in a group.. i'll be more seriuos next time. Even if ppl hate me for it..I dont care. Take responsibility for ur actions, u didnt do sumthing..just say it..dont push it away n say u cant help it or lie to ur group members about it. If ur a guy...grow a pair and be a man. At least have the decency to tell ur team tat u cant do a certain task bcos of other problems. Dont wait till last minute or wait till ur group finds out later.

...in relationship

- Grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side.
- Survive the odd number year challenge. 1,3,5,7 and 9. Every couple have to go through these years. Scientifically proven that these are the years where couples have the most problem of all. These challenge can either make or break a relation. If the couple survives every year of problems..they can advance stronger but if they cant then break up lo. I passed thru my 5th one alreadi n shall continue to keep going to pass thru the next two. ^0^

...in friendship

- Dont believe a person instantly cos they say things that seem real. They can turn out to be the most hypocrites of all. We all are hypocrites..but those that talk alot about something very strongly.. possibly can be a big hypocrite. Otherwise they could be just passionate or stand strongly for sumthign they believe in. Goes both ways as well..dont say things u dun mean later.

...in life

- Grass STILL is always greener on the other side... XD;
- Enjoy what u have now.

o.o;;eeto...hai..those are the things I learnt I guess XD So for this hols..gonna finish the figure next week...play more games.. XD mwuahhaha~ Happy hols minna~ ^0^

Another group work thing

2008-11-19T10:05:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Serious
Current Health: Healthy but tired
Listening to:
Last did: History group work
Current Wants: to pass thru these few more weeks
Assignments Left: 3 for this week

So tired nowadays.. =.= apparently according to chris im sleepy is cos ive been sleeping later than usual for a few days in a row.. oso..i hardly exercise anymore. Got to start back after tis is over.
I've been thinkin ya... the current group work im in.. i honestly wrote down wat really happend..going down to the detail of who did not do work, who did not come for meeting or late (which includes me) ..no names of course..just numbers. Doing this...showing the lecturer.. i would be putting myself n the entire group at risk...but even knowing tat im not afraid of it. I want to be honest lo.. i did say i was very particular abt group work. But hey...i aint the leader here.. if leader doesnt wan me to put it in..then i wont. But le.. i will do it for the final project.. definetly..
But wow...hearin myself talk like this..seeing how much i realy changed compared to before.. so diff XD but i prefer the me now. I stand up for wat i wan or wat i think is right lo (unless i think the person im talking to isnt worth saying my opinion or not open minded) lalala there i go ranting again. Been raining alot ne ^0^ so cooling..but sumtimes damn cold O-o; ahh makes sleeping even more comfy ..but then..have to wake up for school T_T when tis is over...ill play game like hell on the day we finish tis term..then sleep til i wake up naturaly 8D mwuahahahah then continue doing figure for next term =.=; geeh wanna sleeppp but have to wait till i get the file first...almost 3am ne T_T huu.....

More ramblings

2008-11-17T18:05:00.000-08:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy still getting more tired nowadays
Listening to: Happy Birthday
Last did: Design 20% done
Current Wants: to faster get rid of group work
Assignments Left: 4

Just pass up comm skill project...finally =.= although i can really say the report was complete crap. Heck just wanna pass it n im happy already. Tuesday today...wonder if it'll rain or not like it did for the past few weeks XD we only got 3 weeks more till tis term is over. Oh ya i know im late..but News came out wif new single ^0^ Happy Birthday~ squeeeeee hehehe me like :3 Still got a few more assignment to do for this week... not bad actually..got more time to do other things. I guess rushing most of the assignments on weekends really pays off for me ^0^ Most important is the figures and drawing once those are done u feel a whole load off ur shoulders XD. Yay...i guess im ok wif time management? hehehe oh forgot to mention..i have a laptop now ^0^ me like~ hehehehe this shud be good for next year in major term...can render my assignments fine without having to stay back at the 3d lab to do my work.
Hmm u know i just figured out sumthing... someone reali reali reali likes to talk big about ________ but in the end tat person is really a hypocrite. Then another one le... not sure la..but then if its true ya... tat person is quite ego? either tat or its one of those ppl who likes to ___ alot. Either tat person know or not..up to them lo. X3 Just thought of saying this here.
Lalalala~ remmeber wat i said in my last blog about group work... well..did u know tat same person oso lie to his group saying he was in china when hes actually sleeping at home and before tta he dissappeared for a whole week...non of his group members can contact him.. my main point...anyone who do tis in my group...i will report u. Im not gonna take shit like this anymore. >_< grrr.

gahhh =.= stress...

2008-11-08T01:51:00.001-08:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy but getting more tired nowadays
Listening to: Hoshi wo Mezashite
Last did: History Report
Current Wants: to finish assignments..
Assignments Pending: M.Studies research, H. Report, Figure, Drawing, Tracing, Design.

Havent wrote here for more than a week XD; haha I would like to add again though....Tuesday class...rain again!!! 4th time in a row =.=;;; dudes.. So much work again this week..can see we all kinda fan sumtimes and all.. but hey..thats the life of TOA student. All of us come here for different reasons huh... mine isnt exactly what most of u would think it is.. but its just as important as all of ours. I'm doing this cos I want to.. I want to do better, I want to see how far I can go.
Ok mayb its not my part to be saying things.. but just feel like wanna say something lo...not specifically to anyone...for those who havent chosen a path you want to go to.. choose with your heart and not wat u hear. Remember lo...the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side.. if some of you remmeber my comm skill presentation.. "There is no ABSOLUTE right or ABSOLUTE wrong, only the choices you make for yourselves." Just cos you hear how others say this is very good for later, or that is the best choice...yea..those things mayb GREAT...but..what about you? Is it really GREAT for you? If really stuck in the middle..then research about those things then only come to the conclusion weather or not you think that is great or not.
Another thing.. it's best to focus only on one thing.. lets take something as simple as having friends and being in a relationship.. you only can balance your time on one.. if you balance your time on both.. you would end up hurting both and yourself. And its hard to split ur attention to both. I've seen seniors... doing final project..but then half way doing freelance work... teammates not song you lo.. ur suppose to devote ur time to at least finish up this project but you go bugger off to do something else and treat it as though freelance is more important. Yea sure both is important..but with tat kinda attitude...how do u think ppl in the working industry is gonna look at u? Same thing as what i said above... CHOOSE! And once u have chosen..bear with the responsibility of the choice you have chosen.
Now to think of it... I hope I can see all of you next term if I can make it to next term ^^ So lets do our best to pass this term ya ^0^ Ganbate all of us in CD088-2~

F-ing Fed up...

2008-10-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Not as bad as just now..
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to:
Last did: Design Assignment
Current Wants: ..to get rid of this...

Been a while since I updated anything... my laptop broke..so yea..didnt online as much as before and didnt add any entries in my blog. Let see...what I missed... oh yea...did you noticed that every Tuesday the sky looks like wanna rain? =.= so typical..ive been noticing for 3 weeks in a row alreadi... wow... 3 weeks huh... alot has changed around me in 3 weeks... now to think about it. Finished finish art project..now its pop up. Had our first figure drawing assignment.. finally.... wow... they really changed the sylabus.. we sure have it easy compared to our seniors. But i guess its all good.. we learn the basics first and all. So in a way...we learn more? Design....ahhh... Hope can finish it today... =.= did abit wee too much details...*pokes self* really shudnt have =3= puu...
Yea...pretty fed up with alot of things lately (as u can see with my msn) =__= i actually...kinda feel like quitting.. yea...quitting.. duno la.. of course I wanna continue... but not that i wont do well if i quit now... I can still self study like before.. but.. i feel like...if i do tat..i wont be able to achieve what I originally came here to do. Aside from that...heh...not like anyone's gonna miss me anyway..ne? Something from before...sorta happend again now in my life.. its different... but...still fall under the same category la.. but mayb not as painful as last time.. but still does hurt. What ppl say...and what they do...contradicts each other huh... I wonder if they know what it is they are doing though...I guess sumtimes our actions and words can hurt someone else without us really knowing...or mayb we do know? Have you (yes you who is reading this) thought about that mayb what you said yesterday or few days ago...or just now..to someone and you just did something that contradicts that and those irresponsible words you given to that person has hurt them now? ....mayb this kinda thing happend to some of you before...but it sure is happening to me.. I just hope I can get rid of it soon...ill give it a week...or..after exploration week...to see how it goes...

Presentation Day

2008-10-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: Sayonara "Tomodachi ni wa Naritakunai no"
Last did: Design Assignment
Currently Drinking: -
Current Wants: To finish designing Maki's hand by tonight!!!

Havent updated for awhile.. well today was presentation for our class. Got some pretty good presenters with interesting topics ^-^ hehe got to know our class abit more thru their presentation. Not sure how was mine... though I missed out an important part about anime and games ><>_> but not as nervous about history exam or m. studies exam.
Gahhh... finish art wa kowaii desuu~ @_@ tat fella makes it sound like MUST be finish by tomorrow...but in the paper says that next week onli is final submission... =.= aihss.... seems like most of us having that kinda prob too huh... wonder wat he'll say about my box X_X;;; nyu~ Was doing my design assignment just now... im pretty surprised that I could do sumthing like tat O_o;... wow.... but im sure there are other ppl better than me at this X3
Anyway as promised to Aki and Amel... here are the pics of me in the picnic dress ^0^ and my hair~ mwuahhahahaha

My picnic dress and Chris in graduation suit.

From back.

And side view...

XD hahaha yea...thats the dress ^0^
Feelings are interesting huh... they just keep growing and moving at its own pace. Sometimes without doing anything ..they just go on doing their own thing. But I wonder.. will it hurt later on? Will the feelings I have hurt when it keeps going?..What will I do when it starts hurting? .. "Only the choices you make for yourself"... its hard... thats y i find The Boss amazing for being able to choose without regrets.. sugoi ne.. Unfortunetly im not tat strong yet..I wonder when will I be..

Emo Day?

2008-10-08T10:53:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Emo
Current Health: Healthy
Listening to: I'll Be Your Home
Last did: Research on history
Currently Drinking: -
Current Wants: To look for answers

Double classes today... was realy tired when I got back. haha kinda funny in ZY's class XD Where he had abit of green marker stain between his nose and mouth and black on his smile line XD nyahahha Then watched a ...2hr? movie in history about Byzentine =.=; which its funny..cos when I checked wiki...its spelt as Byzantine o.o; Had quite a gd laugh with friends today ^0^ hehe and found out something I didnt think that person would be like that today oso =.=;;; My thoughts about him kinda went down even more -.- Anyway~ Gah - -; why on earth must they have history in communication design col ><; nyu~ Finish art....done my last book... looks neater i guess o.o; but I still need to do my packaging..which I havent =.= Ahh..I havent practise my presentation either @_@ oh that reminds me..I need to trace the A3 pic for design too... @_@ nyu~
Kinda gotten emo emo when i came home. Duno y... suddenly started askin myself if I exsisted in ppl's hearts.. even txted sum of them ^^; gomen ne minna. Dun know what came over me.. what am I to you ppl? Have I made any impact on you or none at all? Life is so weird ne? Ppl think differently...feel differently...sum change sum dont... ^^; I dun know wat Im talking about now.. *sigh* .. Mayb Im stressed? Duno..not like anything particular happend today...so...mayb its just me ^^; Gomen ne for making you worry..... if u feel worried after reading this..i think...mayb u wont..but its oki I guess. hehe... ^^;

4:05 in the mornin~

2008-10-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Abit fan
Current Health: Average
Listening to: Taiyou no Namida
Last did: Packaging Dummy
Currently Drinking: -
Current Wants: To finish dummy and most of the sketchbook =.=

Gaaahhhh!!! After a while of thinking it through... my dummy model seems too excessive =.=; Originally I wanted the design to be convenient to the ppl who would use the booklets, like they can take it to class or a lecture and it can act like a pencilbox/file/little drawer. But now thinkin abt it.. it seems too much when you can easily just take it out and put it back in like normal ><;; nyu~ plan failed desu~ ;_; So opt out the pully thingy inside the box and gonna replace it with dividers with tags on it...or mayb I shud opt out the tag.. o.o; See first la.
Nyu~ >3 still got the sketchbook to go.. need to do abit of the eye, then nose, ears, mouth and then tats it .. Just got my project for design workshop class X3 seniors did this in their third year but we're doing it in our first...guess they changed that o.o Feelin alil stressed X3
Ohoh! Maki-chan's bacccckkkk -^^- yay~ I was begining to think that mayb it'll take a long time before she comes back to singing ..but she came back XD GANBATEE MAKI-CHAAAAAANNN ^0^ (umm..for those who dont know...she's my idol~) Hmm... havent made bento in a while -_- kinda miss it~ ^0^ looked like crap last time but still fun X3 mayb I shud make it for myself next week.... yeaaa ii idea desu~ 8D But.... tat'll mean I have to wake up earlier O_O;;; meeeeeppp >_<;;;; no wait...thursday class is at 11....*grins* nyehehhe so thursday I can make bento~ yatta ^0^ but friday... =.= 930 class... hmm *scratch scratch*...see first la X3
*goes off and comes back hours later*
X3 mwehehehehe just went off to cc for a while then ate a mcd. [Mcd AGAIN?!?!?!] Saw a 100yen shop 8D had bento boxes there kyaaaa~ X3 Must go look at it again next time. Since I'm gonna make bento soon...nyehehe >D Had abit of gastric just now X_X;;; must be I was hungry but didnt notice when doing work. Saw an interesting cc oso... it's got its own convience shop inside...and some of the seats looks like those restaurant 4 sitter but the comp is there 8D coooll~ but then..fullhouse =.= must go next time ! Oh and... I saw an interesting shop called...Carrefour Express! O_o;; wow.... like that oso got X3 Yosh! Ganbata watashi ni >3 back to work~

My Full Tuesday (pics~)

2008-10-02T02:47:00.001-07:00

~Oriental Pavilion Dinner~

Me & Oly~

Next gen of Leong's. Err I mean... plus one ChongDOTLeong =.=;

The 2 main bday girls~

The 5 Bday girls
(why am i the only one posing =.=;; )

Oly & Kyrsty

Uncle & Aunt singing "Words" ~

3 posing 3 singing~

Take Two~

Tagged by Aki-chan =.=

2008-10-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.NO TAG backs!
1. Likes to twirl or play with my hair sometimes (habit since young =.=)
2. Have a special way of eating KFC (came up with it myself)
3. Like to look at jewelery but don't buy it o.o
4. I don't look chinese. Ppl thought I was eurasian, philipino, indonesian etc etc.
5. Likes cute things ^0^ But I find some weird things cute too o.o;
6. Hates dolls and clowns O-o;;;;;;
7. Makes squeaky noises or cute voices (sumtimes at random)
8. Act younger than my age :3
9. I cook o.o;
10. Used to make cards ^0^
11. Have one fav perfume only.
12. May not seem like it now, but used to be very very shy.
13. Most ppl before have mistaken me to be 5 years younger than my actual age =.='
14. My looks dont seem to change much (commented by my counsins =.= )
15. I sleep with my soft toys -^^-

I don't know much ppl who have blogs O_o;;; plus Aki has tagged ppl I know alreadi XD;;; so umm...lets see...I tag...STEVEN!!! XD Since Aki didnt tag u! MWUAHHAHA XD

My Full Tuesday

2008-09-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: Normal
Current Health: Abit sick
Listening to: Bokura no Uta
Last did: Sketchbook
Currently Drinking: -
Current Wants: To do at least 5 pages of the sketchbook

Woo... Interesting full day I had yesterday @_@ Had replacement Drawing class, which I was sorta half-dead cos I got abit of snuffy nose and sorethroat. Me and Aki suspect I got abit of fever @_@ nyu~ I was feelin alil feverish... oh btw.. (To Ash: Nat's gonna kill you for not comin to class >D mwuahahhaha) Drawing class we had to draw..in one artblock 7 objects!!!! O_O was hard >_< Had lunch in Zenmai, since I was pretty heaty so I had zaru soba~ ^0^ oishii~ Cooled me down quite a bit. Mr.Williams class was next... I think I probably need to redo my mounting board thingy o.o seems like the back is suppose to be white and I had it black all thanks to the damn paper -_-; grrr... Assignment...had to do 5 booklets alltogether plus a dummy model of a thingy to hold all 5 booklets @_@ sounds complicated nyu~
As for dinner, meeting relatives for dinner to celebrate 5 ppl's bday! O_o; wow. Went to Oriental Pavilion in Jaya 33 for dinner. I was all white o.o mostly everyone else were wearing darker colors! nyahahha Didn't really eat much, probably cos was abit sick.. so yea - -; Cake was nice though 8D yum~ Called sumthin like Chocolate Indulgence! (name sounds yummy as it is) There was a waitress though..did a super crappy job in serving us ><* After we blew out the candles for the cake, she cut em and serve it to us but most of it turned out like she scrambled it before giving it to us O_o;;;; We all were like...wtf?! There was even a karokke in the room O_o; dudes, I didn't realise it was for karokke until my mum told me. Most of the songs are pretty outdated so can't expect much ne? XD Singing was alil difficult.. especially with my sore throat X_X; nyu~ Some very nostalgic songs came up so kinda remind me of what happend before ^^ I'll upload the pics after this XD so you can point and laugh XD wahhaha. I was pretty beat by the time we finished. Went out to mamak for a drink then went back. So yes... a whole day full of stuff O.o;
Mm aside from that I finished my script ^0^ dekitta~ Plus I finished the 3 booklets..just need one more and a dummy model o.o Apart from that I guess I'll concentrate on the sketchbook :3 Alrite thenz, I'll post the pics next~ -^^-

Thoughts~

2008-09-28T08:19:00.001-07:00

Current Mood: Refreshed
Listening to: Yaruki! It's Easy
Last did: Pasting stuff on Sketchbook
Currently Drinking: Green Tea~
Current Wants: Unsure

Cold bath at night after playing DDR... kimochi ne~ ^0^ Tomorrow got no class, so I guess I can relax more. Although I still got my presentation script to go =_= Tried to pratice it spontenously but I missed out on alot of important bits. So.. back to script writting >w< nyu~ I miss seeing jdramas :< Used to watch often, in fact.. I'm dl-ing one atm and the same time I have one unseen drama sitting in my laptop XD hahaha Guess I'll see it when I got time? o.o; Not to mention the amount of anime I dl-ed and have not seen O_O;;;; meep~

Actually, I had some thought in my mind for a while. If a person did something in a relationship once, it means that they have got a chance that they will do it in the next relationship rite? Of course some situation could be that a person have never done anything until the next relationship.. or done somehting before and in the next won't do anything...so I guess...depends huh? Was talking about it to one of my online friend, or..debating? haha~ Feelings are weird too ne.. They are like our animal instinct, of course... humans being humans.. we supress them when needed or force those feelings to change to suit their lifestyle or some other situation. So does that mean that if the feelings we have and we change it.. are they...unpure? Ok mayb wrong use of words.. something like, they are not what they are anymore. Interesting thing to think of. But I guess we wont know ne? Its like a psychology thing, where our sub-conciousness dont want us to know somehting that lies in our head. So weather the feelings we have are changed or not..could have been altered in our sub-conscious and here we are thinking that we surpress it or not X3 So if a feeling dissapears willingly.. is it something that we can change or not? hmm..

Nyu~ I think I'm getting a sorethroat X_X; throat hurts time to time when I drink something. Plus my body seems to be abit heaty >< nooeezz~ Thankfully no school tomorrow XD so I guess hopefully I can get better ne? ^0^ Guess I'll stop here o.o hehehe ja matta ne~ ^0^
*continues pasting on sketchbook*

Testing

2008-09-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

O_o; for some reason..the previous blog cut off my last sentence O_o;;;;; meep ><>

A new blog~

2008-09-25T06:57:00.001-07:00

Hi~ A new blog again.. hope I can keep this blog I guess O.o nyahaha~
So.. lets see, had History today.. I actually wanted to know about that Black Death thingy which Stephen wanted to tell us.. and then he decides not to tell cos others were talking >_< *punn punn* Had lunch with Amel, Nat, Victor and Tansion... (i think thats how u spell his name O_o; ).. which my chicken rice uncle forgot about my order >w< *punn punn* Drawing class... found out something interesting about Darren. Went for dinner at Ajisen Ramen~ the beef sauce was too sweet >.<>